Figured out

I have got it figured out now. She will only talk to me if I'm with my boyfriend, if she can't possibly ignore me, if something sorta major happens (like me getting my long hair cut really short) or if she needs help in Algebra II. Those are the only times she will talk to me, if she can get away with it she will ignore me when she walks by me. I have a feeling I will need to help a lot of people in algebra II, not just her, and I've already had to help a couple other people in that class. My teacher didn't say anything when I got out of my seat and walked two rows over from my seat, I guess he figured that I went over there to help the person because I brought my work and my calculator with me or he heard me explaining to how to do the problem. The thing that feels weird to me is that I am a freshman, and I am helping the upperclassmen in Algebra II. There are only three freshmen in that class. The class is easy for me so far, but probably because I am good at math, I think my Honors English I is harder for me than my honors Algebra II, and that is really saying something since English I isn't that hard. I'm going to have to read Summer of My German Soldier by Bette Greene in my English class, and that book is so boring, I had to read it twice in 8th grade for Battle of the Books, and someone else in my class had to practically memorize it last year for the same thing.

Hmm... My blog posts seem to start at one subject and then they change to a completely different subject near the end.

Basketball games

I'm starting to really like the high school basketball games... Well I like the parts where we make fun of the players and the cheerleaders.. and ourselves... Heckling the cheerleaders is the funnest part though, and today we went from heckling the varsity cheerleaders to making up commercials making fun of the cheerleaders that are actually really good commercial ideas that we could probably make money off of... And then us making commercial ideas turned into us coming up with a really good idea for an invention that could make us a lot of money... And did I mention that this person with me is a teacher? I sit at the score table with him (he runs the clock) and I also sit with my bf there too when he goes to the games. He didn't this come this time so he doesn't know the idea yet and even if I just told him right now he wouldn't understand... I think only me, that teacher, and my bf are going to know about this idea before we get a patent on it. (yes, we actually plan on trying to get a patent and sell the thing, we believe that this idea is really that great [well me and the teacher that is, my bf hasn't heard the idea yet, but he will probably think it is great too] ) And if we fail? Oh well, we tried, and we had some fun making and creating it.

Vlog

I think I am going to start a daily video blog on youtube. I might start another blog on blogspot just to put my videos on. Wow I'm 14 and even I can really tell how blogging is getting more advanced. Now not only can I have a blog on blogspot or a website like tumblr, but I can also video blog on youtube and on my blog sites, I think the person that came up with blogging is a genius and the person/people that came up with vlogging are too. Although, I prefer typing my thoughts rather than saying them to a camera since I am not that good at actually talking to people.

And in case anybody cares...
My youtube channel:
http://www.youtube.com/user/watevur125?feature=mhum

Question

How can someone you were once so close to, just all of a sudden ignore you like it's no big deal?

One of my friends does that, but we weren't super close friends. She was one of my first friends when I moved to NC, but she probably only became my friend because I was new and we were in the same class. She probably thinks I've forgotten, but I remember that after I had been there... probably about a couple months, she and a person started making fun of me and getting other people to make fun of me for no reason. Because I was still considered the "new girl" nobody even knew if the things they were saying were true or not, (which they weren't and still aren't) She probably thought that I forgot, but an elephant never forgets!... or something along those lines, I just don't hold many grudges... So anyways, this girl started talking to me like I was her best friend while we were in 8th grade... Well I'm in 9th grade now and I have a boyfriend. The girl only seems to talk to me when I am with him, when something somewhat important happens, (the last time like this was just after I got my haircut) or when she just can't possibly ignore me and has no choice but to say "Hi." I know why she ignores me, or I think I know, and it is because about a month ago I started dating the guy that she liked and I think she may be jealous even though she says that she isn't. (I did not know she liked him at the time, but I guess he knew, but he also liked me and I really liked him... I really really love him <3 ) I can't say what she is doing and what she did to me when I was in 7th grade really surprises me, it doesn't, because I know the type of person she is. Yes she can be cool, but if you make her mad or jealous (which I think I did... Well I'm 99.9% sure I did) then she will strike, and her attacks can be pretty bad. I think the only reason she isn't doing anything worse then what she already is doing is probably because she still likes my boyfriend. I don't really care too much about this, because I don't like her too much anyways. 

Sorry for being human

I'm human. I make mistakes, I forget things. That's just the way I am. If you don't like that then I'm sorry, but I can't change that and I wouldn't even if I could. Quit getting mad at me for being human, and it's not like I forgot anything major. Some people make such a huge deal over nothing.

Just say it to my face

Earlier today I was on tumblr, and nobody really knows yet that I have one because I haven't used it. While I was on there I was looking at one of my "friend's" profile and this "friend" was talking bad about me behind my back. I'm not going to reveal who this person is because there are certain people that I don't want to know who said it and because this "friend" doesn't know I have read it... I just have one more thing to say: If you are going to say bad things about me say them to my face. I honestly don't care what you think, it just makes me mad when you talk bad about me behind my back. Do your worst, the number of people who I actually care what they think is very few.

"Snow" days

I have been out of school all of this week so far because of "snow." We hardly got any snow and it only lasted a day. Tuesday morning my yard was coated in ice. The bad part about having snow days right now is that final exams for this semester are this week and next week. Now the school board either had to change the exam schedule or extend this semester. We are going to lose at least part of our spring break, a fact that nobody is happy about. Most of my friends actually want to go back to school, and I must say that I am one of those people. I want to because I will get to see my boyfriend if he rides the bus in the morning and stays afterschool. Even though he doesn't think I did, I really got lucky with getting such an amazing boyfriend. I'm falling more in love each day.