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Long time

It has been a while since I've been on here. I need to get on here and post more. I have been busy lately, I am doing a daily artwork on deviantART for LGBT Pride month, and I have been babysitting and other stuff. I need to blog more. Blogging is awesomeness. Sleep is also awesomeness, and I need sleep.

Top 10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage Will Destroy Society

01) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.

02) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

03) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

04) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn’t changed at all like many of the principles on which this great country was founded; women are still property, blacks still can’t marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

05) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of marriages like Britney Spears’ 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

06) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn’t be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren’t full yet, and the world needs more children.

07) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

08) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That’s why we have only one religion in America.

09) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That’s why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven’t adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.

I'm a screwup

I'm a screwup, I really am. I can't do anything right... I made my boyfriend more depressed and I feel really bad... I don't know how he is able to put up with me still since I make him depressed sometimes.(or maybe a little more that just sometimes.... ) I love him more that anything, I really do, but I hate seeing him depressed, which seems to be happening more and more while we've been together...

Smart kid

Dash: "Our powers made us special..."

Mrs. Incredible: "Everyone's special, Dash"

Dash: "That's just another way of saying no one is..."

Minesweeper

Why does minesweeper have to be so addicting?!?!?  It is hard, but it is also fun and extremely addicting.  I have chores to do but I wanna keep playing minesweeper.  I like the face that the smiley makes when you hold down the mouse button on a square.  I remember trying to play the game as a little kid and not knowing how to play or what the goal was except that I wasn’t supposed to hit the bombs, but I didn’t know what the numbers meant so I always ended up hitting the bombs.  I got minesweeper on my phone!!

Ugh

I am sick of her. She is a slut, a liar, and a whole bunch or other bad things. You know that it's bad when my mom says that she is a slut. I am so pissed right now. I want to kill her.

Tumblr

I got a tumblr now... This is still gonna be my main blog though. Most of my posts on there are going to be reposts from here. I only got a tumblr because a few of my Friends have one. Feel free to visit my new tumblr.

Rain

I love the rain... Except when I get caught in a sudden downpour/storm. I actually like walking around outside in light rain, I just don't like walking around in really heavy rain and I hate storms. I liked WA, it rained a lot but rarely ever stormed. I remember sitting by Kyle's window watching heat lightning that was far off and it was so pretty. The only type of storm we really had on Ft. Lewis were really bad windstorms that got so bad that they sometimes knocked out our power. They also knocked down a really big tree once and the tree just missed a house. I kind of miss WA, but at least I actually have friends here, I had two friends when I lived in WA. Only two, and I was able to walk to their houses.

Born This Way

I'm tired of people making fun of me for being different. Yes, I am different, I keep too many secrets, I have trust issues, I'm quiet, I'm shy, I'm bullied. I'm surprised I can still be somewhat optimistic, it isn't like anyone supports me. I would get bullied even more if some of the secrets I have came out. I can't stand having nobody to talk to, but I hardly have anyone that I trust enough to talk to. Yes, I am different, but I was born this way.

Depression

For some reason I've been depressed lately, causing me randomly almost cry. I was trying hard not to cry at play practice while we were having lunch, but it's not like anyone noticed. I guess I'm good at faking smiles, of course it's not like it's anything new to me. I don't know why I am depressed, or why I keep crying at random times. My boyfriend has noticed, but ,other than one other person, that's it. I wish people would for once notice me. I'm to shy and quiet for people to pay to much attention to me unless it's to bully me. I have plenty of bullies. I am sick of them, and they haven't helped my problems with insecurity and trust at all. I have very few people that I can actually trust, the I can actually tell anything or almost anything to. Why have people insisted on making my life miserable? They can stop trying now. They succeeded a long time ago.

Nothing

I have nothing to write about! I'm not super mad at anyone, and I don't really have that much to tell right now. I am depressed, but that is getting better and my friends have helped a lot. I've been busy, and tired, and dizzy. I went to the doctor and he said that I have fluid behind my eardrums and the medicine he gave me makes me even dizzier.

Pain is painful

I've been in pain. I've been dizzy for the past few days and to make things worse I got hit in the head with a volleyball today in gym... Now not only am I dizzy, but I have a headache too. But on the bright side, I got my report card today and I have straight A's. I can't decide whether I want to take German or Latin next year, I might go with Latin since I am probably going to be majoring in English when I'm in college.I wish my high school had more English electives, all we have are the main English classes that everyone has to take. At least I can take AP English in my junior and senior years. I am taking a lot of higher level classes, I would rather be challenged some then be bored like I am in 3 of the 4 classes I have now.

I need sleep

I need to get more sleep, go to bed earlier or something.. I went to a soccer game at my school with my boyfriend and I gave him a ride home and I ended up just passing out on his shoulder on the way home. I woke up and we were almost to his house. I don't think he minded me falling asleep on his shoulder though, and that definitely isn't the first time I've fallen asleep on his shoulder/in his arms. I can't believe that's in a few days we will have been together for three months.It actually feels like it's been longer, and I most definitely want for us to be together for a lot longer. I've been felling quite a range of emotions for the past few days, I've felt happy and angry and bored and spacey and very eh. I don't know why I've been feeling eh, I just have.

Meh

I hate storms. Hate them, hate them, hate them. I don't mind the rain and like looking at the lightning, but  I can't stand the thunder. I don't know why, thunder just freaks me out, I don't like the noise.

Vlog: I actually am making one

I have actually started a collab vlog with someone I met in your pants. (that one never gets old does it?) It officially starts tomorrow. I would post a link to your pants, but it is a place for nerdfighters and if you are a nerdfighter you already know where to go to find your pants.

The Vlog channel:
TheShokoAnna

Sleep

I thought that maybe this week I would try harder to go to bed a little earlier... it isn't working. It is 2153 now, and I probably won't be getting to sleep until about 2330 or later. Maybe next week sleep-deprived little Shoko will go to sleep earlier, or not, but it would help if I did. I still swear that my bed is trying to kill me and it has allied with the bookshelf. I was laying on my stomach on the floor using my laptop and I reached over to get something and ended up hitting my head hard on the end of my bed. This happened yesterday in the middle of the day, it is now night and when I touch my head in that spot it still hurts. At least it is only when I touch it, it could be worse. One of these days my bed is going to succeed and then I will just say "I informed you thusly" to all of the people who didn't believe that it was trying to kill me. Heh, well guess who will be next... did you guess yet? Well I know who it will go after when it finishes killing me, but I'm not telling. :P So ha, thats what you get for calling me crazy. You just go run away and hide now, because for all you know, you could be next.... heh heh heh....

Me singing

I didn't actually write this song, but I am the first one to record it. I got permission from the writer to do so.

Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=168BkeMKQpo

Writer: http://bananazed.deviantart.com/#/d39plhp 

Yawn

I'm tired, I haven't gotten much sleep in the past week. I also have two people asking me mean questions on formspring. I know who one of the 2 people is, but I don't know who the other person is. Actually I don't know for sure who the other one is, but my boyfriend suspects that he knows who it is and I blocked that person from my formspring. I also deleted the person that I actually know asked one from Facebook. My mom told me to, but I was probably going to anyway. I hate drama, high school has too much drama, but at least I'm not being sucked into the middle of drama like I was in 8th grade, and I was some in 4th and 5th grade too. I would always be drug into the middle of people's fights and I hated it. I don't care that people hate me, I just don't like the drama. Bleh, I need sleep, I'm going to go get some food so I don't throw up, I want chocolate, I'm gonna kill her in her sleep.... Just a few thoughts that are running through my loopy, sleep deprived mind. Wait, that last one was supposed to stay in a thought bubble, not be typed, but oh well. What is the best way to kill someone in their sleep? Crap mind quit typing everything I am thinking. I should probably quit typing before I say something else that I shouldn't... Well, bye now, I guess...

The drug called bowling

No I don't mean an actual drug. I mean the sport bowling. Bowling is a great stress reliever for me and my friends and it is a great substitute for drugs. It is hard to wait a week to bowl again after I bowl on Saturday morning. I am finding it very hard to believe that I actually went about a year without bowling, I don't know how I survived. I love bowling, it is the best sport ever.

Micheal and Shoko

Shoko... er... Micheal... er.... Haley here! I was Shoko in a game with my little brother when I was little called Micheal and Shoko (we were like 3, we weren't the most creative with names)... Actually we alternated between being Micheal and Shoko, so sometimes I would be Micheal. Don't you miss the little kid days? The days where you could just play pretend all day and change your name around all the time and nobody cared, and they actually played along. Now it isn't playing pretend anymore, it is just "I want to be called..." and that is your name, and you only have one personality. (okay maybe two, but the other one only best friends get to see)Ah the joys of young childhood. I wish regular people could be like that now, but it's only the famous people that can anymore it seems. The famous people (who are now more infamous than famous) change personalities, names, looks, friends, and pretty much everything to match what they think is "in." For example: Miley Cyrus, or Hanna Montana, or whoever she is right now. She changed her name on her birth certificate to Miley, she had a "double life" on the TV show Hanna Montana and now she is completely inappropriate for younger kids to watch, but people still like her! I think that is just messed up, but apparently anything is acceptable when you're already famous, there are plenty of "stars" that do drugs now and so many young stars getting pregnant, Jaime Lynn Spears was pregnant at the age of 16. Look at the role models TV gives us! No wonder a lot of teens are so messed up these days.

I love how my posts have completely changed subject by the end of them. I guess I am getting good at changing the subject in the middle of something because my writing/typing is able to just keep going as if I hadn't changed the subject at all.

RIP Brian Jacques

RIP Brian Jacques. He died on Feb. 5, (Saturday) of a heart attack at the age of 71. I didn't read his series Redwall but I did start one of his other series Castaways of the Flying Dutchman, and I intend on finishing it if I can find the other book, so far I've read two of them but I can't find the other book in the libraries in my county or at my school. It's a good book, but of all the people I've seen talking about him since he died the other day have been talking about Redwall. I think I might start to read the Redwall series, they don't really seem like the kind of books I would read, but I really loved Castaways. I got very absorbed in that book and I read it, I think twice, which is something I rarely ever do, so I may try to read Redwall to see if it is as good as Castaways.

Figured out

I have got it figured out now. She will only talk to me if I'm with my boyfriend, if she can't possibly ignore me, if something sorta major happens (like me getting my long hair cut really short) or if she needs help in Algebra II. Those are the only times she will talk to me, if she can get away with it she will ignore me when she walks by me. I have a feeling I will need to help a lot of people in algebra II, not just her, and I've already had to help a couple other people in that class. My teacher didn't say anything when I got out of my seat and walked two rows over from my seat, I guess he figured that I went over there to help the person because I brought my work and my calculator with me or he heard me explaining to how to do the problem. The thing that feels weird to me is that I am a freshman, and I am helping the upperclassmen in Algebra II. There are only three freshmen in that class. The class is easy for me so far, but probably because I am good at math, I think my Honors English I is harder for me than my honors Algebra II, and that is really saying something since English I isn't that hard. I'm going to have to read Summer of My German Soldier by Bette Greene in my English class, and that book is so boring, I had to read it twice in 8th grade for Battle of the Books, and someone else in my class had to practically memorize it last year for the same thing.

Hmm... My blog posts seem to start at one subject and then they change to a completely different subject near the end.

Basketball games

I'm starting to really like the high school basketball games... Well I like the parts where we make fun of the players and the cheerleaders.. and ourselves... Heckling the cheerleaders is the funnest part though, and today we went from heckling the varsity cheerleaders to making up commercials making fun of the cheerleaders that are actually really good commercial ideas that we could probably make money off of... And then us making commercial ideas turned into us coming up with a really good idea for an invention that could make us a lot of money... And did I mention that this person with me is a teacher? I sit at the score table with him (he runs the clock) and I also sit with my bf there too when he goes to the games. He didn't this come this time so he doesn't know the idea yet and even if I just told him right now he wouldn't understand... I think only me, that teacher, and my bf are going to know about this idea before we get a patent on it. (yes, we actually plan on trying to get a patent and sell the thing, we believe that this idea is really that great [well me and the teacher that is, my bf hasn't heard the idea yet, but he will probably think it is great too] ) And if we fail? Oh well, we tried, and we had some fun making and creating it.

Vlog

I think I am going to start a daily video blog on youtube. I might start another blog on blogspot just to put my videos on. Wow I'm 14 and even I can really tell how blogging is getting more advanced. Now not only can I have a blog on blogspot or a website like tumblr, but I can also video blog on youtube and on my blog sites, I think the person that came up with blogging is a genius and the person/people that came up with vlogging are too. Although, I prefer typing my thoughts rather than saying them to a camera since I am not that good at actually talking to people.

And in case anybody cares...
My youtube channel:
http://www.youtube.com/user/watevur125?feature=mhum

Question

How can someone you were once so close to, just all of a sudden ignore you like it's no big deal?

One of my friends does that, but we weren't super close friends. She was one of my first friends when I moved to NC, but she probably only became my friend because I was new and we were in the same class. She probably thinks I've forgotten, but I remember that after I had been there... probably about a couple months, she and a person started making fun of me and getting other people to make fun of me for no reason. Because I was still considered the "new girl" nobody even knew if the things they were saying were true or not, (which they weren't and still aren't) She probably thought that I forgot, but an elephant never forgets!... or something along those lines, I just don't hold many grudges... So anyways, this girl started talking to me like I was her best friend while we were in 8th grade... Well I'm in 9th grade now and I have a boyfriend. The girl only seems to talk to me when I am with him, when something somewhat important happens, (the last time like this was just after I got my haircut) or when she just can't possibly ignore me and has no choice but to say "Hi." I know why she ignores me, or I think I know, and it is because about a month ago I started dating the guy that she liked and I think she may be jealous even though she says that she isn't. (I did not know she liked him at the time, but I guess he knew, but he also liked me and I really liked him... I really really love him <3 ) I can't say what she is doing and what she did to me when I was in 7th grade really surprises me, it doesn't, because I know the type of person she is. Yes she can be cool, but if you make her mad or jealous (which I think I did... Well I'm 99.9% sure I did) then she will strike, and her attacks can be pretty bad. I think the only reason she isn't doing anything worse then what she already is doing is probably because she still likes my boyfriend. I don't really care too much about this, because I don't like her too much anyways. 

Sorry for being human

I'm human. I make mistakes, I forget things. That's just the way I am. If you don't like that then I'm sorry, but I can't change that and I wouldn't even if I could. Quit getting mad at me for being human, and it's not like I forgot anything major. Some people make such a huge deal over nothing.

Just say it to my face

Earlier today I was on tumblr, and nobody really knows yet that I have one because I haven't used it. While I was on there I was looking at one of my "friend's" profile and this "friend" was talking bad about me behind my back. I'm not going to reveal who this person is because there are certain people that I don't want to know who said it and because this "friend" doesn't know I have read it... I just have one more thing to say: If you are going to say bad things about me say them to my face. I honestly don't care what you think, it just makes me mad when you talk bad about me behind my back. Do your worst, the number of people who I actually care what they think is very few.

"Snow" days

I have been out of school all of this week so far because of "snow." We hardly got any snow and it only lasted a day. Tuesday morning my yard was coated in ice. The bad part about having snow days right now is that final exams for this semester are this week and next week. Now the school board either had to change the exam schedule or extend this semester. We are going to lose at least part of our spring break, a fact that nobody is happy about. Most of my friends actually want to go back to school, and I must say that I am one of those people. I want to because I will get to see my boyfriend if he rides the bus in the morning and stays afterschool. Even though he doesn't think I did, I really got lucky with getting such an amazing boyfriend. I'm falling more in love each day.